Blow horns you sure sound pretty...

I HATE THE WINTER! No matter what I do I fall into a depression after the holidays. I am not sure if it is because I run around so much before and during the holidays that I am bored or lonely, but it is no good. It might be the weather, but I spend four days in Florida and the last two here have been nice. It might just be PMS, but still it is no good. I would be happy to sit in bed, alone, and with no phones or family to take care of until spring. Ben and I have next to nothing to say to each other, both too tired to talk or listen. Maggie is killing me. All she does is whine. It is awful. I spend more time putting her in her room than I do anything else throughout the day. You know what, it is time for make some time for reflection. I know my life is good, and what I am feeling coming with the winter every year. I am not going to get sucked in this year. I will find a way to turn the beat around, and I will do it before spring:)